busy? or not?

She has blacklisted me. She's trying to avoid me. I can feel that. Or maybe it's just I think too much? I don't know. I won't know. Nothing I can do. I only can try to forget her. But it's too hard for me. Don't know why. We didn't chat in this whole holiday. She sent me a message last night. I can't sleep because of that message 'coz I've waited her message for so long. The end of her message was,"no need to reply". You know what I feel?